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♥ thought you'd always be mine,
2011年9月29日星期四 01:02
just a dream.




I wish that I could tell him how I feel.  
I wish I wouldn't worry 'bout what everyone else thinks. 
 I wish he would just love me back. 
 And I wish that everything would have a happy ending...
but everyone has a dream...right?
I don't know what I'm gonna do...
I've spent days and nights without you...
it hurts me so bad to know you're not there...
but you know I love you and you don't even care...
I wish I could get you to see how much...
how I love looking in your eyes and your gentle touch...
but I should move on...
I know, but I just can't seem to let go.
All I want is for you to know me again,
for me to be in your life.
  And even if that can't happen right now,
I would just like to know that you heard my plea.
 I would just like to know that I'm not blocked out of your memory.


00:27
speechless,



So I'm still doing my best to stay in shape
and hope that opportunity will come back to me.
I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.
i miss you... :(
It's YOU. You mean everything to me...
you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up;
 my last thought before I go to bed.
You smile at me in my dreams...
when you are sad, I fell sad,
and when I see your true smile,
I feel incredible,
like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.


2011年9月19日星期一 01:12
I wish you would know




I know that you don't know,
I know that you don't see,

All of the feelings
Bursting inside of me.

I wish I could tell you
I wish I could let you know

All of these feelings
I would like to show.

I lay in bed
Hope and wish

You will wake up
And realize some day.

Maybe one day you will know
Maybe you will see

Although I mean nothing to you,
You mean everything to me.


2011年9月15日星期四 10:24
i miss you.



I am in love with the man I can't have and I have the man I can't love.
Days go by so fast, not a day do I not think of you.
Missing you is the hardest part of my days, my days without you..
i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh.
but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
i guess i'm just missing the old times
i miss you


2011年9月12日星期一 02:14
:'(




曾经遗失的美好在也找不回来失去你的痛苦我无法让自己开心。


2011年9月10日星期六 04:37
:'(



呐谁,看著我们的聊天记录,
眼泪止不住的往下流,心再一次为你痛着..
好久好久没有和你说话了..
你,好吗?好好久好久没你的消息了..
时间过去了,可我依然停留在你的温存里,
从来没感觉到你是真的离开我了..
还是傻傻的信着,相信着你。
现实太过分了,它总是带走我的记忆..
我用很多种方法学着忘记,可总是无缘无故想起。
想起的时候,还是会疼痛,还是会有泪滴..
只是这些疼痛对我来说,早都不足挂齿。
还是名人说的好,在深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。
是的,总有一天,我也会淡忘的。


2011年9月8日星期四 08:14
:'(



我们分手了,希望我能够幸福,
能够找到比你更好的人。 
   你也像其他的男人一样,
忘了说过的一切。
说实话,我不希望你能够幸福, 
   我知道你找到比我更漂亮的女孩子
,幸福的过日子, 
   那你就会真的把我忘记的,
我是那么的难过,心如刀绞, 
   我想我爱你爱的太深了,
不要利用可以为了爱不惜一切的女人的善良的本性, 
   虽然我在骂你, 
但我心里是那么的想你
你知道吗? 
原來,兩個曾經相愛的人,
到分手的那一天,依然逃离不了---残忍的分手結局.

原来...深刻的爱,是会变了.
它经不起时间的冲刷,
到最後,
两人的回忆终究是被沖淡了.变得模糊了.. 
 原来,感情就是这么般儿戏,玩厌了,就丢了 :'( 
曾经的我很快乐
现在的我却很痛苦
我不知道要怎么做才能回到以前
谢谢你曾经带给我的快乐。



2011年9月7日星期三 08:56
:'(


到最后分手了
无论结局怎样
但只要曾经爱过就足够了

在你心中很重要

一定很美很美
如果没有她的出现
我们还会不会在一起
为什么我们犹如陌生人一般
可你是我最爱的人
只怪我自己
或许是我不够好
还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想得太多
只是怀念
你走以后
离开
难道真的是解脱? :'(




2011年9月3日星期六 08:26
i miss you



i act like i'm fine.
evryone thinks i have moved on yet when the lights are off and 
i'm all alone that is when the tears start to fall.
i only cry cuz i miss you
i only miss you cuz i still love you
i only still love you cuz u once loved me
so really
you are the reason i'm like this
I MISS YOU
i wish you could feel my pain
i cant get you off my mind
no matter how hard i try
and yet you walked around like i'm just another one of your pasts.
i miss the way u smiled at me
i miss the way you laughed at me when i did something wrong
i miss the way you would hold me
but i didnt miss the way you didnt love me :'(



2011年9月2日星期五 01:28
往事只能回味。



不知不觉
已一个月多了了
时间过得真快
那天你
真的伤透了我的心
你知道吗?
如果没有她,
你会爱我吗?
我们还会不会在一起?
我知道
你是不会出現的
但是我会等待!
好想对你说
想你
可是
我知道
我不可以.
明明和你没关系了
却看不得你对别人好 :(




Yours truly,

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